Lj- Lj, what happened? I used to love you so much, you always made me feel better. Why don't I write anymore?
Maybe I started loving feeling miserable... not that i'm miserable all the time [lately].

I am restless, not unhappy, just restless, I feel like there is so much I want to do, but I'm lacking the energy and the time to get to everything and do it well. Maybe I should get back into my espresso addiction?

I'm very excited to move to Montreal in September- I am scared of being excited because whenever I expect life to bring some change for the better I find that I end up with the same old life, in a new place.. or something like that. Still- I need to get out of this area, things have grown a little stale.

The seagulls on the roof in front of my office window have started mating again- yuck!

oh yes, I'm 25 now- and I looked in the mirror the other day and I realized I finally feel somewhat adult. It has something to do with having become entirely non-naive (ok, I'm avoiding saying cynical) with relationships, without being crazy, and learning to let go of people who make me a worse person, annnnd learning to be patient and tolerant where I didn't use to be before, namely with those closest to me.
Who would have thunk that talking things over calmly, and being understanding actually works better than constructing an elaborate argument and debating it to death until you prove you are right? :P

Yeah.. I was a nerd again and did another "a day in my life" it's right here but I'll just paste it below exactly as I posted it on adiml You can see where I work, I guess that's kind of exciting :P

I also just got home super late from night e-fishing (just like last night), and then spent 2 hours uploading these stupid pictures... i need to learn to sleep again. I was up at 7:20am both today and yesterday :P

Anyways, if you're bored, here is my
( Friday September 12th )

I've had an Lj account for a long time, but in the past year(s) I've been letting it die out, and have been forgetting about it. Every time I wanted to go back and start writing again I felt like I should organize it, reorganize friends lists, make posts private, change the account name etc. My purpose for writing in that old journal changed several times over the years, grew up as i matured, but I think it just reached a point where I needed a fresh start, a journal with no past posts, no clutter, no confusion, to start this off -now- that I have a new need for it.
...so welcome to my new Lj!
Most of it is friends-only, but feel free to comment to be added.. I just like knowing who's reading me ;)